TRANSLATION--(SORRY, BLAME IT ON ME..)

"Sorry, Blame It On Me"

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home

I was on the road and you were alone

I’m sorry for the times that I had to go

I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we

Could go back to when it was just you and me

I’m sorry for the times I would neglect

I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done

I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son

I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware

That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there

Because I am in the streets like everyday

Sorry for the things that I did not say

Like how you are the best thing in my world

And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]

I understand that there are some problems

And I am not too blind to know

All the pain you kept inside you

Even though you might not show

If I can apologize for being wrong

Then it’s just a shame on me

I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]

You can put the blame on me [4x]

Said you can put the blame on me [3x]

You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through

And all the times you didn’t know what to do

Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs

Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad

And you would rather be home with all your kids

As one big family with love and bliss

And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree

He got up and left you there all alone

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own

I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief

I’m sorry that your son was once a thief

I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast

I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad

I’m sorry your life turned out this way

I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see

They were dead wrong trying to put it on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to speak

But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt

For the embarrassment that she felt

Just a little young girl trying to have fun

Her daddy should never let her out that young

I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down

I hope they manage better next time around

How was I to know she was underage

In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame

Verizon backed out disgracing my name

I’m just a singer trying to entertain

Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you [3x]

I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]

You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

(Transalation)

"MAAP, SALAHKAN GUA JER"

Sebab idup tu berterusan, gua start blaja sikit2 pasal tanggungjawab,

Gua tau ape gua buat kene kt orang2 keliling gua,

So, gua nk amik mase ni untuk mintak maap atas ape gua dah buat,

dan jugak bende yg belom lagi terjadi,

dan jugak bende2 yg diorang xnak amik pot..

Maap, sebab gua tinggalkn lu kt umah,

Gua atas jalan, lu pulak sorang2,

Maap, sebab gua kena blah,

Maap, pasal gua xtau,

Yang lu kt umah tengah doakn gua,

untuk balik mase lu dgn gua je ade,

Maap, sebab mase gua lalai,

Maap, pasal gua xde tanggungjawab..

Maap, atas ape salah gua dah buat,

Maap, gua xde kt sane untuk anak jantan gua,

Maap, pasal gua xsedar,

Yang lu xleh tido malam bile gua xde kt sane,

Pasal gua atas jalan cam hari-hari biase,

Maap, pasal bende yg gua xcakap,

Macam lu bende paling baik kt dunia gua,

Dan gua kembang panggil lu awek gua..

[Jambatan]

Gua tau ade masalah sikit,

Dan gua pun xbute untuk tau,

Sume pedih yg lu simpan dalam,

Walaupun lu xtunjuk,

Kalau gua bole mintak maap sebab buat salah,

Memang gua malu gile beb,

Gua jadi sebab lu tahan pedih dan lu bole salahkan gua jer..

[Korus]

Lu bole salahkn gua jer..[4x]

Cakap lu boleh salahkan gua jer..[3x]

Lu bole salahkn gua jer..

Maap, sebab mase2 yg dia letakkan lu,

Dan jugak mase yg lu xtau nk buat ape,

Sorry psal lu kene pegi jual barang tu,

Saje2 nk buat sibuk sampai lu dengar dari abah,

Dan lu lebih senang duduk umah dengan budak2,

Cam satu family yg penuh kasih dan sayang,

Walaupun abah layan kite cam raje..

Die ade bini mude, Lu plak xsetuju,

Die bangun pastu blah tinggalkan lu sorang2,

Maap, pasal lu kene handle sorang2,

Maap, pasal gua plak datang tambah lu punye sedih,

Maap, pasal anak lu dulu kaki rembat,

Maap, pasal gua membesar cepat sangat,

Patutnye gua dengar cakap dan xjadi jahat sangat,

Maap, idup lu tukar jadi camni,

Maap, pasal bond datang amik gua masuk dalam..

[Jambatan]

[Korus]

Maap, pasal lambat sangat baru gua perasan,

Diorang gile salah nk letak atas gua,

Maap, lambat sangat gua nk cakap,

Pasal gua pegi konsert dengan Misha Omar,

Maap, pasal tangan2 yg die penah settlekan,

Untuk sume malu yg die rase,

Die budak kecik je yg nak hepi2,

Abah die xpatut bagi die kluar mude camtu,

Maap, pasal ZEMM Dangdut kene tutup,

Harap2 diorg leh uruskan lebih baik pasni,

Gua pun mane tau die budak skolah,

Dalam kelab 21 ke atas je diorang cakap,

Pesal sume orang xnak ngaku salah?

Verizon pun bikin busuk name gua,

Gua nyanyi karaoke je nk bagi org hepi,

Pasal gua sayang peminat, gua ngaku salah je la..

Walaupun itu lu punye salah [3x]

Gua ngaku tu salah gua jer la..

Lu bole salahkn gua jer..[4x]

some Malaysian do need a spelling lesson..

KuKoo...KuKoo...

Jika kita berkata YA tanpa ragu atau letih,

Kita tingkat intidaya tanpa lesu juga sedih,

Diri kita akan jaya..

Kita wajar jadi insan,

Penuh sabar dan berkesan,

Tiap kata penuh makna,

Dan suara bermaruah,

Baru langkah penuh gagah..

This is the riffs' sang by Sasterawan Negara Dato' A. Samad Said in a song by Ferhad, a talented Singaporean singer. I admit that I do like this song. It's not just the funky and catchy beat but also that poem above that has been conveyed in such a perfect style as like he was rapping in the song, though. Welldone, Dato'.. I really love it.

Dato' A. Samad Said!!

YOU ROCK!!!

twisted transistor..

-=aKu=-

~tHErE's sOmEtHiNg AbOuT ThE WaY U LoOk @mE~

.:tHeY sAiD I'V BeEn tOuChEd bY aN aNgEL:.

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.:PAMERAN KETE MEWAH..TAHUN DEPAN TMBAH LAGI SATU BEEMER:.




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.:DAiLy RyDe:.

NOT ENOUGH EFFORT????!!!

I'm a technical executive..
Working for a korean company that based in Malaysia..
My salary is not that good..
But the future for the job is great..
Somehow I'm getting annoyed with my boss..
Keep on telling me to work hard..
And always said that I'm not giving my 100%..
OFCOURSE I DON'T!!!!
That's because I am under-paid!
RM1550 per month..For a work like hell..
Working hours starts from 9am till u-dunno-when..
and its suppose to be only untill 6pm..
and some more, if I go back at 6pm,He will ask why am I leaving so soon?
No overtime, no special public holiday allowance..
Only monthly payment..That's all...and claims..
How am I suppose to live with that amount of money?
I wont be able to make a saving out of it..
Am I worth it for the work?
Is my work worth it for the money I earned?

I borrowed money from a friend..
Just to go to Ipoh to fix something there..
And comeback to KL on the same day..
So that I can take a rest for A WHILE!
But still I receive a wake up call for work..
And some more,
There's this one day,
Morning I have to go to Sunway for a job there..
Evening at Bukit Raja, Klang..
And night to Ipoh..
Without any sleep, I went back to KL,
Go back home and quickly dressed up FOR MY BROTHER'S WEDDING!!!
That was still not enough effort, not hard work enough for my boss..
Still can't open his eyes for a raise on my monthly paycheck!!
What else am I suppose to do?
Stay in the office till morning and do all the documentations?
Where's the admin staf u promised before, MR BOSS?!!
Where's another technical executive that u told me last month?
Where's the appreciation for me?!!
Come on...Don't tell me I'm a liability for the company..
I've made 73++ services which cost more than RM100k for the company..
And I'm not yet a year in this company..
Still not worth it?
Well then maybe I'm the one who should open my eyes,
and find another company that can pay me better..

Where to go? What to do?

In our life,
Do we know where exactly we wanted to go?
What actually we wanted to do?
Bile kite nk makan, org ajak pegi jalan..
Bile nk tido, bos suruh pegi keje..
Bile nk take a nap for a while, trying to forget what happen in a day,
Ade je yg kacau...
Is it our life? Or other people's life?
Or our life that being controlled by other people?

Kadang2 aku terfikir,
Ape la nk jadi dgn aku nih...
Mane aku melangkah, kat situ org hina aku..
Mane aku pergi, di situ org mencaci..
Ape yg aku nk buat, sentiase ade kesalahan..
Walaupun ape yg aku nk buat tu, utk betulkn kesilapan,
Masih lagi ade kesilapan dimata orang lain..
Sampai bile nk hidup bertuankn org?
Sampai bile nk bernafas dikawal org?
Sampai bile nk itu? Sampai bile nk ini?
Sampai bile nk abess daaaaaaa......

Bertuah betul aku,
Sentiase ade seseorg yg teman aku,
Die sentiase ade dgn aku,
Walau camane susahnye hidup aku,
Jage makan minum aku,
Tak terbalas rasenye ape yg die buat utk aku..
Ucapan terima kasih walau seribu kali pun takkan balas jasa tu..
Kucupan sayang walau sejuta kali pun masih jauh utk tandingi budi tu..
Sebab tu aku sentiase mengalah dalam baaaaaaaaaaaanyak hal...
Sebab tu aku tak kisah utk memujuk walau pedih hati aku tahan...
Kenape?Sebab aku tau, kasih sayang aku kt die mmg susah nk padam...

But still,
Aku masih tak faham,
Kenapa aku susah sangat nk berjaya?
Kenapa aku xboleh buat ape yg aku nk?
Kenapa aku xbole pegi ikut suke ati mak bapak tok nenek opah aku?
Kenapa setiap inci perbuatan aku, keje aku, being control by other people?
Why? Why? Why?
That question will never ever faded..till the end of time..
UNTILL WHEN-WHEN..

Blog, Blog, Blog...

Ape daa main blog-blog nih?
Kenape aku tulis?
Why the hell am I writing this thing?
Still trying to find the answer for that question, though..
Mungkin sbb aku tgk sume org ade blog..
Mungkin jugak sbb smlm pakcik amid cakap:
"Banglang rajin bukak internet x?Nnt pakcik bagi blog 1..
Kau lotak la apo nk lotak kek situ.."
dan dlm ati aku gak ckp:
"Die ni ingt aku ni kuno sgt ke?Aku surf internet,cek email pakai hempon jer.."
huhuhuhuuu..xpelaa..niat die baik tuh..
Ape2 pun aku still blur..
Rajin sgt ke aku ni nk menulis?
Ni siap2 pakai blog2 lagi..
Blog aku kt frenster tu pun dah byk gak...
Kt MySpace xpnah usik lagi..
Previous account kt blogspot ni pun aku dah delete..
hahahahaaa..Ape daaa...Ni pun lagi mau curik mase tulis blog..
Padehal daily report yg bos aku mintak haram xbuat lagi..
Dah nk masuk 2 bulan lak tu..APE CITERR???
Hmmm...xpela...mungkin ni permulaan utk aku..
Mungkin lepas ni aku tibe2 jadi rajin lak menulis..
Yela,dgn tekanan kerja camni mmg patut aku tulis dah pun..
Sebagai medium utk lepaskn tensi..huhuhu..
Atau mungkin jugak akanku biarkn bende ni jadi tukun,
cam blog2 aku yg dulu..huhuhuu..sabo2..